Hello!
I'm 26 yo and since I was really young I suffered from eating disorders. I was anorexic then bulimic. I recoveded from those problems 4 years ago but not complitely as I've been struggling with this disgusting binge eating disorder. I had bad moments in my family since I was 8 yo as my sister suffers from a cancer. Everyone tell me that I'm really strong as I'm a support for everyone in my family... but the thing is that I've just been showing off how strong I was. I'm not at all strong!!! I just fell empty inside and I eat like a horse..I do when I'm alone and no one can see me because it's someting bad!!! I feel so guilty...i can't anymore. I don't know how to recover from this disorder. I'm just sick to think about food 24h per day. That's insane!!!! Are you feeling the same? Is it possible to recover? Will my life be always like that? Thank you for those will answer. Hugs
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You have been through a lot and perhaps it is time for you to reach out to others? Let them know that you need help because this is a long and tough journey. But It is possible. Educate yourself, build a support network, surround yourself with positive energy and kind friends. If possible, get a therapist.
Hugs,
A
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Hello Arual, I totally understand you! I feel like nobody else can eat more than me on my binge days. It's like you said, insane. I do believe though we're able to overcome it. You got my support and feel free to message me if you wanna talk about it...I feel like I'm too weak to do it by myself too...Good luck!