Hello my name is Rosemarie and I have addiction to bulimia

I am new 2 this site. I was required 2 get in2 a support group. I m 55 years old and still struggling w?this. My family does not understand & want me 2 go 2 the hospital. I had a meltdown earlier 2day. I am lost

Alright, this is my umteenth time trying 2 figure this posting thing out. I wrote my first post several days ago. Not sure if it got online.
Had a sour day yesterday but, eventually calmed down and kept from B&P.
I am not looking for answers right now just mainly talking (I guess just 2 listen 2 myself).
I am several meds right now & they r really affecting my focus, confidence & memory. A real bummer 4 me.