Hello. This is my second attempt at finding help. Ive been what i think addicted to sex for several years now. It stated when i was 16 i think. My step father was physically abusive and took what he wanted for many years. I got emancipated at16 and moved in with this guy i met and had started dating. It took me a while to open up and he kept telling me it was ok and that sex wasnt important. Little did i know he was cheating at every chance and had impregnated 3 of his casuals. I found out when 1came to the house. So i left and moved in with a girlfriend. By this time i has only ever consented to 1 person in my life. But within 3 months of living with her that number moved to 13. I had my own rotation and when 1 guy dropped i found another to take his place. Sometimes i would see 3 or 4 of them in one day. Sometimes at the same time. But mostly they didnt know about each other. I met a guy who ive really fallen for. Were getting married in 2 months but ive been cheating the whole time since he cant keep up with what i need. He doesn't know and im to scared to tell him. I went to one of those 12 step programs but the only one near me is solely religious.
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Your county government should have behavioral health services and they are non-religious.
U r not gonna find healing and deliverabce without receiving Jesus. U r one flesh with lots of people. Ur spirit is already married to lots of people. Until u seperate ur spirit from every single person u have slept with, u will stay stuck. I'm sorry but it's not any other way.
@Coco11 - Not everyone believes that Jesus is our savior. It seems you’re putting your beliefs on Justme4ever.