hello all, i guess maybe i should inttoduce myself... my name is Amberlyn and despite my age i've been through enough heart ache to last a life time... i got pregnant with my twins Noel and Carlii when i was 14 but i lost them at 14 weeks. i felt guilty about losing them cause i was very bulimic at the time and afte that i made the effort to avoid my bulimic tendencies. over a year later i'm finding myself in the same situation. i lost my third baby,Maii, a little over a month ago and i just can't cope any more. i feel so much guilt over her espacially cause i tried to kill myself twice whil i was pregnant with her. i'm so ready too just rip out my hair and scream. i might ne young but i'm not ignorant, i know that maybe in some sick way i deserved it but they didn't and that's what kills me is that i hurt them when i was pregnant and now i can't take it back or change anything and i'm drowning in a sea of depression.
AmberlynHelenaRuby
Welcome to support groups I am sorry for your loss.. Have you talk to your parents about your miscarages? Baby's are a big responsibility I am 25 now but I had my son when I was 17 and it is a big responsibility. You didn't deserve it I know how you feel.
My son is the best thing that happend to me but I was not able to do things that other girls my age would do. Think about it. I am sorry for your loss. I lost twins four years go and I know how hard it is keep your head up and talk to your parents about this it will be great help.
xoxo
ana
my parents have no idea. cause my mom yells at me over every little thing i do wrong and i'm tired of getting yelled at. my dad would just die if he knew i'd ever had sex. so i found it easier to hold it in but now i'm at a breaking point.