i am at the point of no return right now for many reasons that i cant do anything about but i am trying my hardest to not cut or any other crazy thought that might go through my head right now cause i am really struggling i feel like a ticking time bomb and am about to explode majorly all of my addictions are hitting me all at once and it aint good i just want to give up on it all to OD or cut or let the eds come over me or to go get sex from some random person to get drunk to get stoned to jump off of a building or some other hair brain idea i love nights like this where i get to where i am inches from giving in and saying **** the world y is it that razors look so good when i am this way why is it that any of these things look so good to do y does it feel so good to watch the blood flow y does it feel so good to binge and purge or not eat at all or thew idea of taking all my pills that are in the house this maybe good bye
Hi Tiffer, would you mind sharing what happened to make you feel this way? Was there something in particular that triggered this? You can and will make it through this tough moment, we are here holding your hand through this, you are not alone.