please tell me it’s okay if i die
Why do you want to die? want to talk about it ?
We don’t want you to die, but it really is your life! You shouldn’t have to live it for anyone else. I hope you can get through this.
it’s not a want anymore it feels like a need i need to die i can’t keep doing this
i don’t know how to keep going
It’s a relief to hear from you!
It sounds like what you need right now is some serious help! I think you said you made an appointment to see someone but your mum cancelled it: turn up at that someone’s office and make sure they understand how important this is. Or go to a hospital emergency centre. Or call a help line: there is a fairly extensive (although somewhat out-of-date) list of resources at:
There is help out there, but I’m afraid all we can do (at SG) is to help you find it! Try something! It might work, and it will feel better than staying curled in a ball of misery - I speak from experience, here.
Good luck, and stay in touch.
if you die the world will keeps moving without you ,so hold on and try to make a difference with your life
I feel like I know how you felt when you wrote this.
It is years that a feeling like this lingers constantly through my days, but I can’t do anything about it for my own reasons.
I would love if you will reach out at any time, to talk about it. I just wish to share ideas and prospective with you, since I feel affinity to your mind.
I hope you feel better anyway, as I hope to find peace for myself too.