here is a post I feel really ashamed of:
One of the weird things about being pansexual is that I can find myself falling for anyone at any time. My best friend (a lesbian) just left my house and I'm realizing what an amazing girlfriend she would be. I already have someone else that I've had a crush on for a long time, but I don't know if I even still have feelings for him. We're becoming closer friends, and he has a sweet personality, but it's just not the same feeling anymore. Maybe I'm just lonely. I've been craving human touch more and more lately and that might be part of it. Not that I'm doubting my sexuality, I'm sure of it. I don't even know why I'm writing this. I'm so embarrassed for some reason.