Hi, I feel so depressed, and all I keep doing is crying. I donno why I can't seem to get over this. I mean, I know it's fresh, and I was divorced once b4 after an almost 9 year relationship, but this one was only 9 months, and I'm sick kkkk over it!!! Anyone feel like I do.....with the butterflies and knots in your stomach....and the constant crying and thinking????? omg! Then, he called me up Saturday, and wanted to know if he can come to take me shopping this week....cause I got paid....and really....I live in a deserted farm area, and cannot get around at all....so I really need to have him take me shopping, but I don't have the heart or gutts to see him saturday without crying my eyes out.
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I am not divorced yet but my husband said he will. I am begging him not to because i dont know if i can do this. I understand how you feel and i am here for you to let you know i can understand your pain.
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I'm so sorry this happened to u ursie and Katrina. Believe me, I know the feeling. I've had many sleepless nights wanting to talk to him and asking him to work things out. I did it one time and he just got mad at me and said he didn't want to be with me. I also still live with him and he ignores me like I don't exist and only talks to our kids. He emails me formally about the kids..very different from his usual loving emails. That stomach pain you have, I have it every time I come home and wake up bcoz I know he is still in the same house. He also manipulates our kids for their attention. It kills me.
I'm just praying this will be over soon.
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@mamaoftwo i know exactly how u feel. That is my exact situation. I keep on asking everyday what happened? I have been married 16 years but married at a young age of 18. But because of another woman, my husband has turned into this monster. I really wish i an muster the courage to let him leave. But i just could not. I stopped the divorce papers and after that his true colors showed. I am not sure now if he is after my retirement money or not. I gave him all.