Hi. I know how all of you feel. I was molested by my dad. I

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Hi. I know how all of you feel. I was molested by my dad. I have a really bad disassociative disorder. I'm always stuck in a freeze response. I never feel normal. I feel helpless to change my life. I've lost all my friends. I feel ugly and angry all the time

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I'm so sorry your father did that to you! Things like that can affect the rest of your life, but even though you have those feelings of not feeling normal and feel ugly and angry.... you are actually brave and strong! Anyone who makes it thru what you have been thru is a WARRIOR!

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Thank you, that is so nice. Feeling alone and like no one cares feels very bad, so I really appreciate your kind words. I've wanted to give up many times. It's been a mental battle and it's very hard just to relax and let go. Thank you :)

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@Liza29 aww honey,I know you have but the best part is you haven’t given up and you are here for support! Yes, the mental anguish you will endure thru this is so difficult to deal with sometimes, but the main issue is that you know that this was NOT your fault! That is the one thing I hate about sexual abuse the most is it leaves the victim feeling like in some way it was their fault! Please know it was NOT! Your father is sick. Now that it is his sickness not you that caused this! How long has he done this to you? (Only share what you are comfortable with!) if you do not want to address specifics, then don’t but if you feel it will help then I am here to listen. I will be in and out all day but will check back in around lunchtime! Hugs!!