Hi . I’m new here, I figured I should try and get some type of help or at least better understand myself and why I make the decisions that I make. I like the rush of taking things I like the trouble I don’t know. Am I some type of adrenaline junkie now ? It’s just that when I’m there in the moment in a store and I see all these things I can’t have I just think that’s not fair you have so much why not give a little . I mean money itself is just paper that we gave value . People are born with value but we give value to inatimate objects and they end up controlling our lives. I don’t think it’s fair but maybe that’s what I tell myself to convince myself it’s ok . I don’t usually feel guilty I mean taking a couple of candy bars is gonna hurt anyone right ? Taking a box of candy or sweetarts , it’s just food. But then I just took things I needed like a new necklace and a notebook for the songs I write all types of things and I wonder if I get caught how will I become a psychologist but I still can’t stop I can’t fight this
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Sounds like you are trying to rationalize stealing. I would think someone wanting to become a psychologist would understand that the things we rationalize the hardest are the things we are most adverse to changing/fixing.
@CKBlossom no I’m not trying to rationalize it I know that it’s wrong and that I shouldn’t do it but I still do it anyways I don’t even know if I want to stop and I’m not a physchologist yet though. I’m still in high school .