Hi, is there anyone in Arizona to talk to. I need someone

Hi, is there anyone in Arizona to talk to.
I need someone to talk too. I can not talk to guys they do not understand me. nor do I understand the way most of them are. I am a emotionally driven. I feel what is going on with me. Not like most guys I know who are like rock. They don't care the out come just that they get what they want. I can not be like that. I do want someone in my life but for now I will go for a friend to talk with. For the last 4 or so days it been bad. lonely and depressed. I feel so bad. I did not even get out of bed sat. I just could not bring myself to do it. it feels like the loneliness and depression are killing me and I cant do a thing about it. It just to easy to just lay there and stay there. can anyone in Arizona help me please.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS KIND OF LONELYNESS AND THE DEPRESSED FEELINGS THAT ARE WITH IT. I DONT HAVE ANYONE ANY MORE. SINCE MY X WALK OUT SO HAS EVERYONE ELSE. FAMILY AND ALL
SEEMS THAT THEY SEE ME A SO DIFFERENT THAT THEY ARE SCARED OR FEIR ME. AS IF THERE GOING TO CATCH SOMETHING FORM ME. OR I WILL CAUSE THEM TO BE THIS WAY.
BUT ITS THE DEPRESSION AND THE FIGHT TO GET OUT OF BED. THE THOUGHT OF BEING BY MYSELF IS SO OVER WELMING. I AM ON MEDS BUT IT LIKE ITS STARTING TO NOT WORK.

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Hugs and welcome! So glad to have you in the group, I am not in Arizona, but am here for you nonetheless! Hugs!