i dont have much hope that my problems will be resolved…but i kinda know there is a God i just dont knw if he;'s on my side anymore
We’re on the same page - it sucks at its finest. Are you doing okay?
im glad to know im not the only one
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i actually think im heading for another psychotic episode. i might need to go to the clinic on monday maybe up my meds
Do you have a psychotic disorder? How severe is it?
so i have depression but in 2011 i had my first and only (up til now) psychotic episode. right now i am having some of the symptoms but extremely mildly. but i am still worried
my thoughts are really disarrayed right now. i had a family member come over last night and i was so out of it, struggling to socialise with them. it was tough
Were they able to help you?
who, my family?
no
its not something people can help with except a psychiatrsist
Well, if that’s what it is, I can wish you all the best. Sometimes family may not get a clue of your present troubles, so it’s better to continue seeking help.
yes, i think they noticed something was wrong but didnot know how to help. essentially they cant help anyway
Yeah, and I don’t blame them and you for that. The least you can do now is not quit.
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do you believe in God also?
Before that, but I’m not sure if religion’s real.
ok
i have felt that ive experienced the Holy Spirit. so i feel like I cant tturn my back on God. also, i have had alot of good things happen to me. buut ive also sinned greatly
We all do bad and good things. Do you feel any guilt?
i feel shame. because my sin is great. i have brought big shame onto my family in the past. so its hard.