Hello to all of you I am brand new here so I appologize for not getting a chance to read all of your lovely posts yet.
I'm having a very hard time right now and I was wondering if I should take advantage of being hospitalized over the holiday. I have many tramatic childhood incidences, suicide, suicidal thoughts and behavior, abuse, anxiety, social fears, you name it. But I feel like I am breaking down and I'm hurting my family. I have resposibilities here that prevent me from going but my husband would be able to be out of work and with the kids till Mon. I'm afraid to leave them Im afraid to go, I may need the help I don't know. i'm not sure if it will benefit or hurt our family? please an open opinion would be very appreciated, I could really use some support right now. if you need any more info let me know please!! I'm reaching out!
thank you so much for help
soulkiss