How am I? Not so good as usual. I just really want someone to trust, lay next to, and love. I really want to feel wanted. I keep pushing myself out the door and hoping that I'll run into someone wonderful but nothing. I don't understand how everyone else meets someone so fast after a breakup and I just keep going on alone. It helps to write to thank you for reading. I really do all the things they say to meet people. I volunteer, do outdoor activities, go to movies, have open body language, laugh, smile… I tried online dating but I didn't fit with anyone. I'm not sure why. I am really smart and well traveled and either met someone who seems really timid or met someone who raised red flags. Also, I wasn't attracted to any of them. I sound like I am whining but I really want to meet someone that I fit with and who is healthy. I always get involved in relationships that are abusive or not meant to work. I ask this one time…please let me meet someone that fits me, is willing to work to grow into better people together, and I'm attracted to.
I am here for you if you need to talk i understand what you are going through same.
I don't think that is too much to ask for. I am asking for the same thing in a person. I thought I had that in my husband that is leaving me. But that is all I want as well. Helps if they have a good job too and have some skill in the love making department. :)