How long will I be a mess, I've been lashing out on everyone

How long will I be a mess, I've been lashing out on everyone, I'm stressed out and have a dull pain in my lower back is that normal I feel the more I Google the more I stress out

@kSonyea me too I keep calling my doctor wanting to know more when I all reality there is nothing I can do about it. It's hard but atleast we are alive and breathing

@XoxoBabeI have children and I’m not married my boyfriend and I have been broken up for 2weeks but we still talk and then I find out I contracted both hsv and he has hsv1 on his genitals and I just want to be with him but idk where that’ll head and I’m scared I’ll never get married or be able to love and make love to someone because of this

Gotta find a practitioner who's only tools isn't antivirals. Check out an acupuncturist. I went to one during my primary infection and it was a major game changer.day and night

@Sanguine101 i no longer have insurance do you know about how much it’ll run.