I always feel like on the verge of puking, crying or passing out.
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I know the feeling, I do. Can you get away - go outside? It's gonna be ******, no lie. Walk it off - or go out to your car, close the windows and doors - and scream. I did that for a week. I still have moments.
I noticed the beautiful dog (Boxer) in your id...hug on him (her). I cried to my beagle last night...
That's rook he's going with me when I move out of the house, he's my best buddy.
Good Deal! When I got "sucker punched" three months ago, he threw away everything - treated the dog like a sack of trash. Stick with Rook. He's lovely.
I really think they know (or sense) that something is very wrong.
He knows somethings wrong. He is a bit of a life line. At least I won't be completely alone.
No you won't. I relocated to Houston from South Florida 10 months ago (thinking the retired husband would soon follow) - he's made it impossible for me to return for MY retirement years. There goes my ranch, animals, property, house, barns, and my friends of 15+ years....all that time, effort and money...for nothing.
It's ok - (sounds like crap, but I go up and down). Ride it out - and then kick the crap out of something you won't have to replace....:)
I'm trying to look at the bright side. We are separated not divorced yet. We signed a fair separation agreement that leaves me in good shape. I got a house lease, it's nice. I feel like I shouldn't complain, it hurts though.
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