I am 50 years old and the incest haunts me EVERY day...I have insomnia even though I work full-time. I have even considered rational suicide, I never wanted to thought of as a quitter since I came through the worst years of my life...I am truly tired. Just tired of living....tired crying every day and being in pain despite seeing mental health specialist.
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I wonder if they might be able to refer you to an in-person group for people with similar backgrounds? The power of sitting around a group of people and hearing not only that you are not alone, but that others "get it" can be very healing. Has EMDR worked for you at all? Of course, we are here 24/7 and I am glad you are here with us. This is a great place to give and get support. We are here for you.