I am a functioning anorexic. I was treated in college, but am of normal weight now. It doesn't mean I am of normal mind. Whenever someone comments about my weight....it draws me back....
So glad to have you, it is often a life long struggle, but do you feel that at your present time you are healthy?
I am physically healthy...although I still "count" carbs......but I am distressed that I am "normal" now. Normal means that those who have known me will notice that I am no longer that skinny girl anymore......which means mentions of weight gain....which make it hard for me not to go back.
@NormalLookingWeirdEater I know what you are going through. if someone even jokingly says something about my weight I go right back to not eating.
Well,I guess when we get past a situation our mind is still stuck there for good...what I am suggesting (I'm not an expert) is to sit down think and remember those times you can cry about it will make you feel better and then you can write your feelings down...umm you can also write a'forgive yourself' letter and then read it out loud...you should accept everything that has happened to you...you are a better person now and you are surely stronger...don't live it the past you don't belong there you belong here..!I hope I helped you and I'm sorry for any mistakes on my english..Good Luck and remember you deserve a lot!
@ElizaGrim it is hard to do though.
My issues go deeper where I will stop talking to anyone who mentions my weight gain......didn't talk to my dad for 5 years!!!