I am currently going through a miscarriage. I'm at eight weeks and I've been bleeding for days. This is my first pregnancy. I just graduated college and don't have a job yet so it wasn't exactly the best timing for a baby, I knew I could make it work. Now I'm just really sad and somehow feel like it's my fault.
Sorry for what you're going through, and no, its not your fault. Miscarriages happen to a lot of us, especially with first pregnancies. Your body just wasn't ready at THIS moment, but doesn't mean it won't be ready the next time. Be good to yourself, emotionally and physically, and give yourself time to heal, both body and emotionally. ((HUGS))