I am exhausted, I think more than hidding it from my Mom, it

I am exhausted, I think more than hidding it from my Mom, it more about me living a lie everyday...it becoming very hard to be happy in consecutive days

Why do you fear being who you are?

@CKarm. I fear what would happen if my family probable mom finds out that I am dating other girls ,I am her only child, I guess I am afraid of hurting her feelings… me and my mom never talk about relationship stuffs unfortunately, and I am 22 yrs old now ‘it difficult to just start that kind of a topic’