I am lonely in bed alone while my husband plays video games

I am lonely in bed alone while my husband plays video games every night. I wish it was different or even that I like to pleasure myself

Maybe the video games allow him to let go of himself and be someone he can't be normally. A relationship online isn't the way to be intimate with someone you love but if you find it hard to be yourself in real life a virtual life is a much easier option. Try asking if you can join in. Maybe he'll be more open to you.