I am not happy. When will I be happy? I try so hard to be happy. I just want to be happy.
Trying to be happy is the most difficult task a human can embark on. Just breath and observe life moment to moment and try to stay in the moment one mindfully. Im not sure I have ever been happy, but certainly at times I have experienced pure and joyful happiness. You can too. If you would like to talk, just let me know and I would be delighted to share a few words.