I am on day 5 of not bp - first time thing long in yearssssssss

Mental Health Eating Disorders & Body Dysmorphia
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Hi everyone,

I joined this site over the weekend. Today officially makes 5 days of not b/p. I generally b/p anywhere between 3-5 times during the work week and if I am by myself on the weekends all day long. Its exhausting and pitiful. I would be so furious if I caculated how much $$ I've WASTED on this horrible disease.

Anyway, I just hope to keep this up and NOT look on the scale to see if I've gained.

I appreciate your support and encouraging words in advance.

Anyone else in my shoes? Any words of wisdom?

Thanks,
Caroline

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Caroline,
You are heard and your progress celebrated. Letting go of purging, above everything else is what we who throw up need to do. It is a beginning, not everything but essential for recovery.
I have a lot of recovery and lots of relapse time under my belt.
I know how good it feels to be where you are. It is not wasted no matter what.
Patsy