I am out of inpatient and have found myself in residential...once again.
the freedoms of resdidential feel good but almost overwhelming. I feel the feal creeping up again and it scares me to feel so insecure and unsure of mmyself all over again.
i am sure some of you know what i am talk about. i am in an apartment by myself for a week. I a on meal monortoring for 72 hours. it is rough. I am all unpacked. there is a tv and everything but after intisive inpatient for so long all of that seem weird to have access too....even the compute seemd like forigen territory.
Congratulations, friend! ♥ I know you're feeling overwhelmed right now, but you'll get used to your freedom. :) This is a GOOD thing! It means you're working your recovery! That's AWESOME!
Ashley...I am so glad you hear from you! I hope you are feeling better!
I am surprised that you are all alone. Not knowing how the residential situation works, I am wondering why so little monitoring and accountability?
I'm sure it it strange to go from one environment to another. I hope you have others around you who are also going through the same thing, and that you can support each other.
Please keep writing....HUGS to you!! Jan ♥