I am pushing 50, female single, most of the people I care about have passed on. When life gets tough I have no one to turn to, or anybody to rely on, I feel extremely alone. I have 2 cats which are the reason I keep going. I feel my life is just spent working to support the government taxes. Some days I just wonder why I am here. My father died at 61 and perhaps that will be my life span also. I feel my life is now here and I question for what purpose.
Believe me, a lot can happen in those ten years if you do die. Make it worth while. I doubt you're going to pass at 61. Both my great grandparents died at a very young age but my grandparents passed them by decades!