I am really struggling, My purging has become a daily thing

[hopefulinargyll]

I am really struggling, My purging has become a daily thing again and I hate the fact Ifeel as if the bulimia is in charge and controlling what I do. I am planning my binging and when I am going to purge and it feels like I am a terrible failure. What am I doing to myself, and my lovely family who are obvously very worried. I am so so scared

[chezza22]

I feel the same - at first I only did it maybe once a week if that and now I cant go a day without purging - my main worry is that I still live at home yet no-one in my family nows - I'm too ashamed to admit it to them as I now they all have their own problems - hopefully we will find help soon so for now stay strong and I've found talking on here helps a lot