Another day another week of figuring out everything and anything on my own.More time than I ever even knew existed to consider the sunrises and sunsets (which I do love)So many internet searches to find information,answer questions,find solutions.So very many hours of self talk,encouraging myself,praising myself,comforting myself.Too many late night questions that can never be answered by the internet,maybe answered in part by my Mom or Grandmom.Too many detailed lists,all things noted in detail so as not to forget anything crucial or waste gas/time etc. going back.Acquiring a new found awe of my parents,realizing they grew up in an era without even a small portion of these conveniences Im relying on so heavily.Not everyone had a car,a phone,sometimes even electricity,how did they do it?As this time passes and Im sitting quietly I wanted to complain and say Im tired of being resourceful, Im tired of being so good at self sufficiency but I have reconsidered this and instead I will just say that at times I grow weary of being solo,but I will continue.