I been doing good for the past month or so to the point where I forgot my password on here . But I messed up again when I gave the thoughts a meaning . Now I don't feel gay I feel bi this time and I said well if I'm bi iam proud of what iam why tf would I say that . Then I was watching porn and I noticed I kept looking at the girl and iam like why . Then I noticed my sex drive for guys is not that strong . Then I started feeling liked I liked girls in elementary which led me to think I never had I ocd , which made me think iam fake and was hiding my feelings . On top of that I really don't have that much energy to think about it . Plus I noticed I felt sexually attracted to girls when I looked at pics . I looked at my old post to reassure myself but I barely read it because I didn't feel like it . Just read the part where I said I don't want to be bi . Plus I feel like this is never ending and that I like girls . Feel like I have the desire for it . And I am breathing heavy and I don't know if it because iam having anxiety or my boobs r too freaking big for my body
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Ok I lied it's been a week n 3 days lol but it felt like a month because I wasn't worrying everyday
What is your biggest fear about being bisexual?
Of liking girls , being attracted , falling in love and flirting sign them and just liking girls In general. Having a girl Flirt with me or me being happy with a girl