I can feel the panic coming on. I just took my meds and used

Mental Health Personality Disorders
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I can feel the panic coming on. I just took my meds and used some of my vices.
I'm questioning- will I ever be able to have a relationship?
Why do I even want one so bad? It's been over two hours since our last text. I know, I'm so overreacting. I need to think rationally.

1 Heart
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Man, waiting on texts or phone calls is the most miserable, panic inducing experiences. I've smashed a few phones over it just to make it stop. Good questions, that you are aware is a good first step. Time and direction will bring you healing

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My opinion on this is the same as it has been before. Until you have peace without a relationship, you can not find peace in one.