I can't handle the pain inside , but yet my children need me

I can't handle the pain inside , but yet my children need me , i feel traped , i wish i could feel okay for once in my life im sick of being sick , im tired , and have to much responsibilty that i can barely handle having kids and one having special needs , so alone , i have a bf but hes abusive , i need out i need help , i wish i was dead.

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I have been where you are so many times. The only reason I'm here is my kids. Keep working towards happiness. I know it's easier said than done. Thoughts of giving up always come back. I just want you to know that you are not alone. You are important to the people who know you. You will be missed. Work on one thing at a time so it's not so overwhelming. Lots of loves!

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If you can I would strongly suggest you leaving the boyfriend. I think you and your kids would honestly be better off in the long run. It can have emotionally scars if he sees your boyfriend treating you badly. Please feel open to sharing more. We are here for you.

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