I cant take it any ****ing more im so tired of not trusting my self of not talking of getting my mood down with the most stupid thing because i think im not gonna make it
Of beeing afraid of other people opinions Im 20 YEARS OLD and i havent been able to have a girlfriend or a single kiss
**** me dammit its so hard to get my self esteem up iv been living with that all my life
and i just want to end it but i dont know how
i read stuff what would help but i keep forgeting them and just stand there with my life doing nothing **** ME ....
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Marlene1105, Moderator
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Kostas please do not give up on yourself. Do not know you but sure you have a lot of potential and talents to develop. 20 years is still young and you have your whole live to embrace. Give yourself credit when you do something that you can be proud of, it does not have to big, just relevant to you. Try to define maybe what you want in live and set reasonable and attainable goals to get there AND a strategy to achieve them. There will be some barriers to anticipate but keep going :) Relationships are hard to find and build and to build trust comes with time. Keep giving yourself a chance and "put yourself out there for real and truthfull relationships because they are worth more than a kiss and when you find that someone special you may find yourself skilled at building and maintaining a "solid" relationship which may last longer because its build on love and than the rest may follow on the right basis.