Today I caved. It's been 10 days since my last b/p session and I feel like crap. I was so strong before and now I keep giving into negativity and compounding emotions. I am a strong person and these are my weakest moments. I feel fat, disgusting, selfish, and utterly disappointed in myself. I know these things aren't true and I'm already working on positivity. Tomorrow is a new day. Good luck to everyone out there, we can get through this, I'm sick of 6 years of this bullshit.
I know what you are going through. It feels like **** when you give into the ed and you feel weak and pissed off all at the same time. You just have to keep your head high and start the path to recovery once more. You will overcome this and become a stronger person without a doubt. Even though I dont know you I know what ur feeling and I am always here to talk if u need to. Good luck=]
Julia,
It sounds like you know this already, but I'll say it anyway. :) Breaking your ED is not about strength or weakness. It's just not... Having a setback does not make you a weak person. I know it can feel like that, but it's simply not true. ♥
You're right, it's a new day. In fact, every hour is new. :)
Keep writing, dear!
Love,
Jen