I cut last night. Too deep. I need medical attention, but

I cut last night. Too deep. I need medical attention, but I won't go. They'll keep there. Admit me. I don't know what to do.

Please seek medical attention....I don't cut, I hit myself. Cutting needs attention if it is too deep. It is your life and you are cared about. I know none of us want to be admitted. I had an episode last night and was told I was going to be taken to the hospital and I freaked and was ready to run. I just got out and want to be there for my daughters birthday party. I will keep you in my prayers.

It's too late to stitch it. Not sure they can do anything else for me. I wish I would've went though. It won't stop bleeding.