I do try thinking positive about everything and try thinking on how he treated me. But in afraid that after the 3 months when I'm over him he will be back and I don't want to fall for it again. I don't want to be used anymore I want someone to love me the way I love them.
Stay strong and keep working on urself. Know you don't deserve to be mistreated. The healthier you are mentally and emotionally, the better able to not let him back in
It bothers me Sometimes that I didn't talk to him first before I put the pfa on him. Now I think I should of. I did realize that I was the in between girl though. And I try to keep thinking of that and how he treated me. But it hurts know he is with someone and treating her the way in wanted to be treated all the time. Not like ****.