I don't even know where to begin 10 years later.. My husband

I don't even know where to begin 10 years later.. My husband G says he loves me more than anything in the world, more than life it self. Yet he has to go to the store directly after work to start getting his drink on before coming home. He sits in the parking lot in the car and pounds a 22oz beer and walks in the door with a bottle in hand nearly every evening.. He is a Narcissist and an alcoholic.. I'm just fat and useless..

you aren't useless. and so what if you are heavy?

@norseduncan Well thank you for that… My husband’s actions sure make me feel that way… Drunk actions and words are usually more honest than sober actions and words… At least from my husband the narcissist alcoholic…