I dont feel anything, but grief. I feel sexually assaulted,

I dont feel anything, but grief. I feel sexually assaulted, virtually, because its not happening physically. I keep getting sexually assaulted and Im angry all the time. I am always assaulted in some way, and verbally by my parents.

Also, Im angry but processing my parents having alzhiemers and I went through this when I was 8 years old.

Have you considered therapy to help you process, this is a lot for you to go through on your own.

I dont really like therapists. They kind of assault me too

@Erikaudall999 So sorry to here this.
I am a certified counselor, and if you like, you can come to me,if you like, it is up to you.
I will do my best to listen and offer some help if I can.
Just send me a dm on here.
Please note: It might take me a bit to get back with you.