I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel like I don't

I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel like I don't hate my family but I don't feel like I like them either. I seek Evey opportunity to just be away from them. I feel guilty about it but it's also a feeling that I can't help. I've been feeling like this ever since I was a teen, I always feel happy and relieved whenever I'm not with my family. I know that this might have a negative impact on my future family and I know that this is not the way I should see or feel towards my family but I just can't help it :(

There is no should about what makes you comfortable. If you do not like being with your family, you probably have very good reasons.

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I always feel there are 2 families... the one we're born into, and the one we create. I understand. I have some family members and well, they are simply not my people because they're so judgemental.

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