I dont know where to start, im just always so sad and depres

I dont know where to start, im just always so sad and depressed. My boyfriend just broke up with me because he was not able to handle me anymore. I don't blame him... I always break up with him and end up crying back to him because for some reason i just feel like he doesnt love me, or i guess i feel who would want to be with me? i tend to do this in all my relationships and it sucks, i dont know why i always feel so sad and it sucks because i know it ruins my relationship, and i dont want to be feeling down anymore.

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So why did you always break up with him? I know you are sad, but perhaps this is for the best after all the going back and forth this relationship has endured. Hugs and welcome to the group!

@CKarma I don’t know why I did. There would be random thought just entering my mind like “he doesn’t love me” "he does nothing for me " but he did. He did so much for me. I do this with all my relationships I don’t know why I get these thoughts. It might be for the best but I know I probably will do the same thing in my next relationship.