I don't see the point of having a life if I live it alone. I

Mental Health Depression & Mood Disorders
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I don't see the point of having a life if I live it alone. I don't want to be this lonely!! But I have NO way of meeting people! Just because you work doesn't mean you gain friends, I'm not in school right now. All I ever do is sit at home wishing I had a social life. Yeah, I'm a loser. I'm so tired of this. I am so angry I don't even know how to deal with it. God? What God? Why is it that NOTHING good can ve brought into my life?! I know I sound ridiculous but it's how I feel.

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How's your job applications going ? There are ways to meet people without going outside right away but you have to be careful. Things can change and things will change but it takes time and a lot of effort. Sorry you are feeling this way tonight

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I feel like you just typed everything I've been thinking…. but i also tend to be very optimistic, even when i hit bottom. so heres something i tell myself everyday especially since i moved out on my own "You're young, smart, and beautiful. Don't worry about being alone, explore the world and find yourself."
sometime people will just hold you back from doing the things you need to do for yourself. i also love this saying "you can't really have a happy and fulfilling relationship with anyone until you've created a happy fulfilling relationship with yourself" sorry for the novel, i think i was talking to myself here too. keep your head up things will get better in time, everything takes time :)

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You feelings are valid. But your lack of hope in God's power is invalid. I have the same situation. Homeschooled. No job yet. No friends but my mom. It is hard. But change will always come knocking. Nothing is forever.

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@SpoonfulOfHanii regarding God… I do believe you. In my heart I Know God is there and he is in control… But isn’t it okay to be angry?? I am… I don’t even know how to get back into my faith…

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story of my life!

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@mnguy92 I’m sorry you’re feeling the same way…

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Im in the exact same boat, my family and my friends ignore me I literally have no one, I just try to keep preoccupied and maybe you should too it might help, idk.