I dont think i ever have been as open about it, but my diagn

I dont think i ever have been as open about it, but my diagnose is killing me inside. I have hpv and i have been struggling so long with it, i dont believe it ever have left. When i was young i went testing for candida because the discharge i had was always strange but no one really helped me and i just got random medication that didnt help. Now i have warth's, its not super bad but the treatment is making sure i cant sleep anymore because its burns and it hurts so much. I feel like it is making me so depressed, i dont want to leave the house and i question my whole life, if i even want kids one day, with the thought they might get this and feel the pain i feel about it. I dont want to speak with anyone about it because there is so much shame involved, but im coming at the point were i just havent been happy

How are you dealing with your diagnosis now? Have you found anything to help with the internal and external pain?