I drink 2 much

I am going to take control of my life starting today, but i need help. I am hoping this site will be just what i need. I have never reached out before and i am so scared. I know i shouldnt be, but i am (weird). I have spent majority of my life beeing a person thats drinks, but lately it has goten out of control. I wake up in the morning and try to remember what i did the night before. did i do anything stupid. My situation right now is not good. I live in a place were they dont speak my language. I dont work and have no family or friends for suport. I am so lonely and sad and i think that is part of my problem why i drink so much.

hi drink2much-plz hang in there-God will help you-ask Jesus to help you and He will-I am praying for you-i know the loneliness-and the alcohol destruction very well. it can be broken-Jesus Christ is above all. know that you are loved by God-i pray He brings the right people into your life.

Welcome you came to the right place , your first step. I know the feeling well that you are going through. I drank for many years, all most lost my family over it, Out of control could have killed some one in a car wreck.
I have been sober for 26 years. And support is the place tobe.
First step is knowing you have a problem, second step is getting help and support. Third step staying sober.
I found out the first day When I stoped was ,,,you can not take one drink every again,,,, so I never took that drink again.
Welcome to the support group.
Kiwi

Me to 78 days .. AA and easy does it ... One day one hour one minute ... We can do it !!!!!