I feel empty inside. I'm 34 yrs old with 2 beautiful children that I love dearly but I always saw myself married at some point but now it seems hopeless since I'm HIV+ I am extremely depressed.
I'm so sorry you are hiv positive, and that you are depressed. Just remember these things: your so blessed to have your 2 beautiful children because some people want to have kids and they can't. That is why your blessed. Your children are blessed to have a good mother, they will always know that you have tried so hard to put food on the table. I think one reason why your depressed is the fact that your scares your not going to live through your hiv. That says a lot about you, it says you really love your kids and they mean a great deal to you. I wish my mother gave me that love. I have faith in you that you will fight through your hiv and you won't give up. Your a warrior, you just need to remember that.
Thanks Linds. I have been through so much. One bad relationship after another before I was diagnosed. Stage 3 breast cancer at 29yrs old. Bipolar disorder and severe depression diagnosis after I overdosed on Klonopin.