I feel like a strong & beautiful person on the outside, but on the inside i feel dirty, stupid, and ashamed to have this disease. I feel so alone in this world, sometimes it's hard to breathe. I dont know what to do?
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its perfectly normal to feel this way....I went through it, although I went through it a little worse because I did not see myself in the mirror anymore I saw an ugly stranger looking back at me....
Months passed by and I slowly began to feel like myself again, and I also started to look like myself again :)
It may take a while but you will feel better...we all heal at different rates. But we do heal and these feelings will pass.