i feel like if i died right now no one would notice it..only my parents would start to worry if i didn't come home in the middle of july once i finish uni..i guess i only have friends, or people that "care" for me back at home. but still, when i'm at home i feel ignored and pushed away. i've never been this lonely in my entire life and i only have myself to blame..i never make the effort to connect to people, i just push them away, im so afraid of everything that i end up building a huge wall around me where no one can enter. and this is why i have no one to talk to..no one that i can go for a walk with..no one to support me..and seriously, if i died...no one would notice
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Have you ever talked w/parents about seeing a counselor/therapist? It may assist you in time in dealing w/this, as parents we'll do most anything to help our kids, I hope you consider talking w/them.