I feel like I'm going to be alone forever. I can barely leave my apartment to go to the grocery store, how can I ever meet someone? My youngest cousin is getting married now so that just leaves me as the unmarried loser in the family. I feel like I've been left alone all my life and sometimes I don't know if I can take it anymore. I don't have healthy parents that can be there for like most people do. That means I am truly, completely alone. This isn't living life. I only go outside to let my dog out. I used to be social. I don't really understand what I am living for? I'm drinking now to ease the pain.
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Hi, are you working with a therapist to help you get "out" of your daily routine so that you can feel like you come and go happily?
but I will survive.
yet to survive.
"I can survive amid hardship of".
To establish this statement.
here fruition of my lives.
I get what you mean. I guess we just have to try to do hte best we can and expand our safe zones as we're able
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I can so relate I dont feel so alone.
I so understand "what am I living for" . Do you take your dog for walks? Or just let him out and call him in... I find walking them can help a little. But I havent done this in months now :( hard to stick to routine
I am going to start to try to take my dog for a walk