I feel so so.
It's been a while since I have posted. Usually I post encouraging things for people. But today, I need encouragement.
I've been having thoughts of hurting myself and thoughts of suicide. I want to talk to my husband about it but I can't do that without him becoming narcissistic with it and turning it back on himself. I just need someone to listen.
I can't tell my friends because I would worry them.
I think about self harm a lot lately because of my anxiety and I get angry when no one seems to understand why I am so anxious.
I don't want to die. I just feel really frustrated and I want it to stop.
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Maybe you are too tired of keeping things to yourselff. Share them with us, at least we can listen to you
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I am having feminine problems that are affecting my intimate life. I keep bleeding dark blood. I can't afford to go to the doctor about it. I am never really in the mood and when I am, blood is there. I've been dealing with it for 11 month's. I used to deal with it on college, years ago, and then it stopped.
Yet, I am very frustrated with the financial irresponsibility that my husband has and a little with me to. But out of the two of us, I keep bills in mind when I spend abs I can forecast better financially. I minored in accounting, but that doesn't matter to him. He thinks little purchases don't matter, but they add up. It's so inconsiderate and it pisses me off. We had to dip into our rent money just so that I can pay my phone bill and his transportation to work. We shouldn't have had to if he just stick to the plan. We spent a lot of money on groceries just do we can about buying fast food and he can avoid buying food at work. But he's not taking food as much as he said he would. I had to order pizza because I was sick, but I've been eating at home. Well, In a stay at home mom for now.
I'm rambling, but I have so much in my head and it is so consuming.
@GlassCandle It seems like you have several issues here dear. I"m sorry I cannot help you with med issue and I think it would be best if you could find a way to see a dr about it. I know how difficult financies can be, but it can be better only if the two of you are on the same page here. You have to find minimum base agreement on money.