I found a very nice article. Here it is:
http://www.psychforums.com/obsessive-compulsive/topic79246.html
Everything this person describes is exactly what has been happening with me. One thing also that is very important to remember is that as human beings, one feels a certain attraction towards everyone, man woman, the earth, the wold, animals. It is a compassionate embracing type of a thing but when you try to check if you are attracted to the same sex and you get a positive result and freak out, know that when you have hocd, the heart to heart attractions everyone searches is confused with sexual attraction. I keep saying this every time I am on here and would like to see more people on board, we ahve to defeat this illness and help others because this is extremely debilitating. I love women, so deeply. I can't let a bulshit illness ruin my life.