I found this site 3 months ago and it has taken me until today to get the energy to really look at it and it made me sob that sooo many people are struggling with the darkness I face daily. I was diagnosed in my teens, been on every medication combination you can imagine, passed it on to my son, had too many courses of electroconvulsive treatments to remember, years of therapy, transcranial magnetic stimulation and still I wake up and just want to die. I have 2 beautiful little boys I brought into this world and they are the only the only reason my feet remain on this earth but that is still a huge struggle. To be a mom who thinks about death so much. I am dying inside of loneliness. Nobody truly understand real depression unless they experience it. I am scared to post this...I just want to have a safe place to share my feelings and support others. Thanks for listening.
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This is a safe place for all of us. And people on here know how you feel. Someone will be able to help you.
Well, you took your first big step! If you need someone to talk to, I’m here for you!