I GIVE UP
You haven't given up. Because you have just entered a place in your mind where you have 'brought' your issue...to face...to dissect..to share...
You haven't given up. Because although you may think you don't matter to anyone, that is a lie. I may not be someone you know personally, but it matters to me that you took the time to log on and write three words, be it words that are not the most positive. But they are YOUR words. And that is why they matter.
Did something happen that made you feel like this?
The person I love is pushing me away because he claims that I don't need him to get better when I need him so much. He's the reason I stopped cutting. He the only one I can talk to and now my parent's are pulling us apart and he's just letting them. I'm so in love with this boy, I don't know what to do. I really can't live without him. People say a boy isn't worth it, but what if he is the only thing keeping you sane?
Did you tell him you feel like this? And to your parents?