I had a few binge and purge episodes about a year ago but I told myself it was no big deal. I wasn't bulimic. I recently started trying to lose weight with a co-worker. I was 266 lbs and disgusted with myself. It was time for a change. Well about two months in the weight started coming off slower and slower and the cravings came harder. I turned to purging again. Now every time I Do it I tell myself this is the last time. It just gets harder and harder.
Hugs and support to you! I am glad that your are here with us, this is a great place to give and get support. What steps have you taken so far in recovery? You can do this, we are here for you.